Friday, January 8, 2010

A very, very unbirthday to LILY!

Today is my beautiful baby girl's first half birthday!
With lots of help from family and friends, you have survived six whole months!
This may take all day t o write, but that's ok :] I want to get the words just right.

While awaiting your arrival, I found myself in awe and disbelief that "other moms" would sit and pine over the last three months, the last nine months, the last five years. [none of whom could beat my own mother's pining for my newborn-ness AND Lily's simultaneously!] I sat and waited for you for nine months that seemed like an eternity so I couldn't begin to imagine what a "blur" of six months could feel like. But sugar, while I want to say I would give anything to have you back in my belly, snug and safe and kicking around [pre twenty pound giant dough baby] that couldn't be further from the truth. while it has gone by quicker than I thought it would, these past six months have been well spent living in the now. The naked, giggly, messy now.

Upon meeting you, my life is forver changed. While I became a woman of God the day I married daddy, leaving the life of being a child in my dust, your existance has made me more of a woman than I thought possible, a mother. Throughout my life I have learned that conceiving, giving birth to, sheltering, and feeding a child dosn not always a mother make. Love, discipline, and nourishment arre absolute necessities that must be present. I am humbled to be be able to call nyself a mother. It is something I have wanted longingly my whole life.

You are the prettiest, most curious, and most easy going baby I've ever met!
Your humur has me cracking up every day!


5 days old























12 weeks old





















5 months old























Sometimes I feel like it's just me and you. That we are in this together and we just have to stick it out, one spill at a time. But you have the best daddy ever. His desire to provide for you, to love you, and to ensure you a world that you can see Jesus in is astounding. If the world could only see your face light up when he comes home at night, I have to say, that makes it all worth it.

We love you so much, more than I thought possible, and as you lay here, sleeping in my lap, I am thankful. Thank you Jesus for giving me this perfect, rambunctious gift. Thank you for allowing me to raise my child without the gimics, without the doubt, and with all the courage that a woman could ask for. I look forward to the day when you bless my Lily with the same honor.

Mae

Oh PS!
Check back later bc I will be uploading some picture of all the pretty things I've made Lily with week :]

Thursday, January 7, 2010

Frigid Foolishness

Today is extremely cold here today! We're talkin below 0 with windchill tonight! Ah! That means that Lily and I have been having a ball! I'm trying to get her to crawl by the time he comes home for lunch. She's taking a breaky-break right now for her afternoon nap [please no more power naps!] but will be up 'n' at 'em as soon as she's recooped.

*I'm currently listening to NPR's Fresh Air interview with Raiin Wilson, can I just say I LOVE HIM, and his name, very heavily considering naming one of our children Raiin. It's pronouced like Ryan but with long vowels! LOVE it!*

We braved the freezing temps this morning to go to Kroger to get food for the next few days so I won't have to go out in any more of this weather. I wanted to share with you my grocery list :]
Eamon gave me $35 in cash for my spending limit. As I ate my cereal [I HATE having cereal most mornings, but we were out of eggs] and fed Lily sweet potatos [uh-dor-uh-ble]I came up with our meals for the next few days.

A quick look at our weekly plan
Monday: Italian
Tuesday: Easy [this is Eamon's day off, so whatever he wants-we eat!]
Wednesday: Legums
Thursday: Asian [This usually means Thai, Chinese, Indian, Vietnamese, etc]
Friday: Soup or Stew
Saturday: Pizza :] [always homemade, its RIDICULOUSLY cheap!]
Sunday: Cleanse [we try to eat only what we would eat on SP Cleanse's 21 Day Cleanse as part of our Sabbath]

So this morning I had to think about;
Lunch and supper for today, Friday, and Saturday and here's what I came up with:
Thursday: I have Rotini and Shells in the cupboard so I decided to use that for pasta for lunch. I found this recipe last night and decided I MUST try it tonight for supper
Friday: For lunch I plan to use some of the noodles that we don't use tonight to make Pad Thai, and for supper kidney bean and couliflower curry. It is absolutely delicious! I found the recipe in one of my favorite cookbooks Fresh from the Vegetarin Slow-Cooker. I learned SO much from that book!
Saturday: I'm not sure about lunch yet, so that I did admiltingly fail, but for supper, as always its pizza night! I'll post my recipe for it then :]

Now for the proof:
Here is what my receipt looked like today [so I don't have to type"organic" everything I will just put an "O" on all organic produce :]
Onion .89
Roma tomato .28
O Cauliflower 2.79
Broc [Kroger's organic brocoli was disgusting! wilted and moldy...yuck! Lily can't have any now >:/ ] 1.78
O Lemon .72
O Avocados 2.78
O Bananas .73! [They were on sale bc they were "ripe"!]
O Almond Milk 1.99 [Again, on sale!]
Speghetti sauce 2.00
Peanut Sauce 3.49 [my most expensive purchase, something we consider a "specialty item"]
Kidney beans .84
Kidney beans .84
Coconut water .89 [Lily's been dehydrated lately and our chiro suggested this!]
Coconut water .89
Coconut milk 1.39
Hunts tomato paste .85
Cage free eggs 2.39 [did not go to the farmers market, have you been outside?]
Flat bread 2.49
Tofu 1.79
Soba Noodles 2.49
AND a BPA free sippy cuppy thing for Lily for, drumroll... 1.99! [ON SALE!]

All of this for a grand total of $34.46!

Well, Eamon is on his way home so I need to get lunch started!
I hope this helped, even though I know my realization of the time has made me totally loose my train of thought.
Leave a comment with any questions you may have!

mae

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

A very, very unbirthday to me!

Today is my half birthday :] I am 20 and a half years of age, haha!

I'm grabbing a quick snack [Soba noodles, YUM] before I make supper [that makes little sense... I know!] and chocolate chip cookies to go with our UNBELIEVABLE raw milk that Kate brought me the other day. It's like whipped cream compared to my wimpy almond milk! I was looking up soba noodles for the link above and found this recipe! DEFINITELY will be trying that tomorrow night!

Today was so good!

Got up early to put some laundry in the wash before we ran errands. Got adjusted, and ran into one of my midwives [<3!] Then Eamon and I parted our ways as I went to bible study and he went to work. It's been...threeish, maybe four weeks since we've all got together due to births and the holidays. But this morning most of us were able to enjoy eachother's company and talk about all the things that have been going on the past month! I'm SO blessed to have these women. We use simular parenting techniques [Lily just did her pterodactyl tell from her bed...to nurse her back to sleep, or not to nurse her back to sleep. I swear we had this conversation earlier!] [oh and if I don't, she'll just crawl, ahem, scoot in here, since our bed is on the floor. wah, wah, wah] have babies at all stages, and are IN LOVE with Jesus. It's always a day of the week that I look forward to.

Any way, after that we came home. Lily played as I checked my blogs [my FB withdrawal is starting to kill me!] and then out of pure exauhstion, I got Lily to take an hour and a half nap with me...too bad I kept waking up to see what time it was. ugh. Then Eamon came home for lunch [Hooray!] which was so much fun! I LOVE preparing Lily little meals with us. She loves sitting at the table with us and gettin down on her veggies :] she's so cute. After all of that I cleaned up the house some, and played with Lily a TON before she needed a cat nap. I recovered a rocking chair that I have that was my mom's since she was a baby[!] and it turned out better than I expected. Then the funnest part came! Lily woke up and we did a tour of the house, scootin style! I had her follow me around and it was just awesome! All night she has been taking these two and three step/crawl-thingies. I think that by her half birthday she will be crawling! That's just two days away!

Well, it took me almost exactly ten minutes to get her back to sleep! not bad!

I've totally lost my train of thought, so off to pick up my house before the Eamon comes home! Hope you all stay bundled up tonight for the "Artic Blast!" that's coming in :]

mae

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

Just another Manic Monday...

That followed me to Tuesday!

Eamon is at a job interview right now and I'm anxiously waiting around here to watch how it all pans out...BREATH!
We ran around this morning looking for "office interview" clothes at Ross and Target and got some pretty good stuff! I'm just gonna throw out there, my man looks FUH-INE! Katie cut his hair this morning [because let's face it, it looked REAL "My wife cuts my hair, and?"] and then went out and bought a white button up, a sweater vest, nice slacks, dress shoes and socks.

Two points here;
  • One, when we got back to the car Eamon very seriously said "If I don't get this job, this is aaaall going back." Hahaha!
  • Two, can I just say that it takes true love to let your girlfriend make you grow your hair out, dye it red, and wear skinny jeans only to have her become your wife to make you go to Target to buy hair product and a sweater vest? Ha! I love us!

Any way, while at Katie's she showed me her newly rearranged [clean!] bedroom. Oh. My. Goodness. It was adorable, it was comfy, it was [sexy], it was everything I want for our bedroom. Too bad I have a fat six month old [sad day!] that sleeps with us that prevents any of that from happening!


Well, when we finally move that adorable chunk into her own room, I have an idea! Our nickname for Lily is often Tiger Lily. One because she's often growling at things and two because she's rambunctious an incomprehensible like Peter Pan's character, Princess Tiger Lily!

[my upstairs neighbor just came by to borrow an egg! All I can think about is her doing it with her husband! ICK!]

So for our Tiger Lily, I have come up with several ideas, my favorite was inspired by this b-e-a-utiful TeePee that I saw on Smile and Wave not too long ago
























Tell me that's not one of the most awesome ideas, ever! We all sleep on the floor as it is, so I was thinking about finding her a toddler mattress and making the teepee big enough to go around the whole bed! Then I could work on the magical bedroom of my own!

Eamon's been gone for over an hour! Good news I hope? Eh? breath....


Oh, and just a quick thank you for all the emails/comments/texts/@replies I got about my Organic Eating post! It really made me feel good to know that people don't think I'm completely crazy. Or dumb. Ok, maybe you think I'm just one and not the other. I will try my best to be diligent about posting every Sunday about food. YUM!

Now I have to make my shop presentable since mae flowers [which is closed while I'm putting new lovely things up] will be on Etsy's Cozy Home and Attire Showcase starting tonight at Midnight! Also, my new friend Chelsea over at Three Birds is having a giveaway soon!

Now to continue playing the waiting game...eeeek!

Sunday, January 3, 2010

Organic eating without the organic prices

So on my Facebook, I OFTEN brag about my shopping adventures and how amazing I am. Let me first apologize for being so unbelievably prideful, I just get so excited! To understand why, lemme give you a bit of info about my family and myself.

[This post was started at 4;35 p.m., with a crawling Lily, lets see how long this takes!]

There are three of us in our household; Eamon, Lily, and me.
We'll start with Eamon.
Eamon was home-schooled, a 4H champion for various dishes, child of a Julia Child instructed mother, and self -taught [wife proclaimed] Iron Chef. When we got married, up to the time I had Lily actually, Eamon did most of the meal planning, preparation...and sometimes clean up!

Lily, up until recently, was a milkaterian so her part in this discussion MAY seem minimal, but you are oh so wrong. Whatever nutrients I am/aren't getting, Lily does/doesn't get as well. So, her adorable parasitic ways have a drastic influence on my diet. For instance, if I eat dairy [especially soft or processed cheese] she gets diaper rash. That my friends, is called a food allergy. Which shouldn't surprise me considering I am lactose-intolerant. [If you think about it, we are forcing our bodies to do something that is very unnatural by eating dairy-especially cow- because our stomachs were made to digest human milk. The closest thing to this being goat's milk. I'm not advocating women be hooked up to udder suckers for mass produced consumption or anything, but think about it...]

Which brings us to the crazy mixed up wonder that we like to call me! I, like many families, grew up on Food Stamps, drank a gallon of Kool-Aid every day, and enjoyed that wonderful chemestry project known as "WIC cheese". Yup, I grew up on gov'ment food, but my mother did the best she could with what she thought she was given.
Allow me to sidetrack momentarily- I think it is a crime that "goverment food" was the crappiest food out there. Our nations goverment made it a point to make the cheapest food, the food that is poisenous to our nations poor, setting them up for constant visits to the doctor, and earlier deaths. By putting us/them on "their" diet, "they" are essentially killing the poor. An outright crime I tell you. Fortunately with the "invention" of the Lone Star card you are given an amount of money to spend at the grocery store however you please.
When I was a freshman in highschool I decided to become vegetarian, and a few years later I found Biblical conviction as well as conviction from the Holy Spirit as to why I should be and should stay a vegetarian. I am now, with much prayer, a pisca-ovo-lacto vegetarian. Which in short means I do not eat any PART of an animal, not even broth. I eat fish and eggs after the Lord told me I am unable [this is only MY situation He was speaking to] to eat the adequate amount of protein for both me and Lily. We occasionally eat cheese [once a week on Pizza Night ;] but other than that, try to keep down on our dairy for fear of a cranky baby and a wrecked septic system]

Ok, so there is a brief...personal... history for all of us.

Most people are shocked to find out I cook 7 days a week, usually two meals a day for the whole family [lunch and dinner for Eamon, breakfast and snacks for Lily, breakfast, lunch, snacks and dinner for me] and none of it is "heat and eat" its all from scratch. There are a few exceptions- a speghetti sauce that we LOVE that is cheap, hearty, and good for you, occasional cereal or instant oatmeal, and that's pretty much it now that I think about it.
My good friend/chiropractor/nutrition consultant/call-when-I-have-no-idea-what-to-do-buddy Cindy wrote a fantastic blog this morning on eating organic. I know I, as well as many of her awesome readers have thought, "ya...but you're a doctor...you can afford that!" A few months ago I challenged myself to eat as much organic as possible without going over our budget. I am very pleased to say, IT CAN BE DONE!

Here are some tricks I've learned.
  • Meal plan- I want to say this is the most important thing for me. I have acquired several cookbooks and blogs that I have read avidly in very small tidbits, to really understand a.) What kind of cook I am [therefore what I am capable of] and b.) What my family enjoys. Meal planning cuts down on the stress of "what to eat"
  • Write a grocery list- this goes hand in hand with meal planning. you will be able to avoid buying food that you don't need and allow you save a ton of money by avoiding the "just in cases"
  • buy bulk- I do NOT in any means mean go to Wal Mart and by the biggest pack of whatever the heck it is in order to save a few pennies here and there! Companies that allow this sort of consumerism are hurting someone, somewhere, and your dollars are fueling it! What I mean is the bulk section of your local grocer. For example; a 15oz can of Kroger brand Chicpeas is $.89. A 15oz can of Kroger brand organic Chicpeas is $.99. A 15oz can of namebrand organic Chicpeas can be anywhere from $1.19 to $2.29! [oh.my.gosh!] BUT at Sprouts, [look for the "health food" grocery store in your area. Sun Harvest, Sunflower Shoppe, Sprouts, those sort of things are all good. VERY impractical for all of your shopping, but a MUST for this sort of thing.] They have the same organic Chicpeas dried for $.99 a pound! A pound is roughly two cups or 16 oz, BUT once soaked, its almost DOUBLE that! so instead of $.89 for a 15 oz can of Kroger brand, you end up with 16 oz of organic beans for less than 50 CENTS!
  • READ- KNOW WHAT YOU ARE BUYING! Just because something says its organic, doesn't always mean its the best. "Organic" companies are still allowed to use herbicides, some of which are still VERY harmful to humans. An brands that don't neccesarily say organic, can STILL be good for you! For example, Eamon's dad owned a cattle ranch. He had free roaming, grass fed, antibiotic free cattle sold for their meat. They were organic by all means, but his dad couldn't afford the "Organic" liscence, so he never got it :\ But, any way, if you start to really get to know the companies you buy from, and know what the ingredients are, shopping is going to get easier, quicker, and cheaper!
  • Buy local! This is good for so many reasons! You help your fellow neighbor by supporting his business as well as the growes he/she buys from. The more you buy local, the easier the business can lower their prices. One thing I try my hardest to buy locally is our eggs. We only eat brown eggs from grain fed, free roaming nesting hens. Even at Kroger they are only $.20 more! But just a few blocks down the street from my house [it's very important to support the one closest to you!] Davis Farmer's Market sells a crate of 20 huge, farm fresh eggs for $3.99. Here's the math: when I buy Kroger brand eggs I spend $2.39 for a dozen which is just less than $.20 an egg. When you talk about how many I eat for breakfast [3 every morning! not including lily's egg yolk, or any bking I may do] that is $.60 a day. But when you look at the eggs from the farmer's market, also slightly less than $.20 a day, you may not need me to go further, but because they are so much bigger and filling, I can only eat two, saving TWENTY CENTS a day! The same twenty cents that kept you from buying the eggs in the first place!
Know that this is going to take some time. I started doing this avidly, without wriggle room about three months ago. Now and can shop for the whole week for about $100! Including all of Lily's purely organic fruits and veggies!

All of these things have helped me and my family stay healthy, and very happy. I have decided that I will do a "food" post once a week to show you how we do it in more detail!

Saturday, January 2, 2010

A Lazy Saturday Would Be Ideal Part 1

While Lily lazily lunges about the living room, I will try to get my blogging done for today, instead of waiting til the twilight hours of the interwebs. Because today my friends, is a very chaotic day indeed!

I have on my list of To-dos:
[blugh---I just found a red spot in one of my hard boiled eggs....oh no]
Find somewhere to do my laundry. To save you the same headache I have since acquired from this nauseating experience I will just say that Lily has no clean diapers, and Eamon no clean socks...I bet this place REAKS!
--aaand there's the text! Katie, you are a lifesaver my friend! My family's noses, feet, and butts thank you kndly!

Now off to go wash said stinky stash!
I'll be back!

*loving alliteration today, can you tell?

Friday, January 1, 2010

On the move

Since Lily is asleep...aaaand, nevermind...one sec.
I swear, she has to have a little hidden baby pager in her diaper that goes off any time I try to get down to business!

Now it's play time-I guess.

Well, anyhow, back to my story.
2010 was FANTASTIC, until...2:00ish?
I was working on a mixed media cartoon of Lily and by the time 2 came along... I hated it... who knows, maybe tomorrow I can salvage it, but after working several hours on it...ugh... I just don't want to.

If this gives you any clue to how my day went: I got home over an hour ago, and haven't put away the groceries. The advantage/curse of being a vegetarian.

Today, and yesterday...and the day before have really made me HATE where I live. My apartment complex is driving me crazy.
I here my next door neighbors snore, YES SNORE! every night.
My upstairs neighbors salsa dance with elephants and do it-constantly! Which would be slightly better [ok I lied, it wouldn't] if they were married
The water has been on and off every day for the past three days therefore I cannot wash my clothes OR Lily's diapers...[can you see the steam from my ears from where you are?] Which means Eamon is going to have to pick up diapers from Kroger on his way home...ACK!
It is awesome that we aren't on the streets, but we're about to be in the nut-house I tell ya!

On top of all this Lily is crawling...well mobile in every way that is close to crawling. And dangit..I just don't know what to do! I never realized there is so much crap on my floor! I'm CONSTANTLY cleaning, but it still looks like a disaster area in here. She has found everything from bottle caps to my underwear, to a dead spider [her personal favorite], to every last piece of scrap that has escaped the rigorous efforts of my failing eyes, trusty broom, and borrowed vacuum cleaner.

Well to brighten my spirits, I have been drooling over some picks of how my family would LOVE to move :]

This post has taken me...an hour. good. grief. charlie brown.